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#qaf  
I don’t know who those guys are (well, apart from the picspam you did today *g*) but going from this… They seem worth getting to know. :D Plus: Love the writing, of course!!

Step away from it. Seriously, slowly back away. It’s a terrible terrible trap full of angst and pain and bad decisions about facial hair.

Other than that, thank you <3 :)

this darkened life of mine (set during Hollyoaks Later &#8216;12 - ep5)

“‘lo?” Steven. Barely awake.
“Steven.”
“Brendan?” Silence. “What do you want?”
What do you want?
More silence. That’s what you want.
“Brendan?”
“&#8230;”
“I’m hanging up.”
“Wait.” You’re good with the silence but terrible with your words. Steven is so much better with words but what you want is something else.
“Is something wrong? Is it Cheryl?”
“No, it’s…” It’s you. It’s always you, isn’t it? That’s the problem.  “Can you just…”
“Can I just what? It’s 3 the morning.”
“Can you just be there?” You’re getting loud. You’re tired of being loud. “I just… I need you to be there, alright? Just… be there.”
“Brendan, are you alright?”
“Yeah, I’m…” You want to lie but you can’t. You’re tired of lying. “Just be…” Your words fail. 
“I’m here.” 
Fuck that kid. Why can’t you quite him?
Because you need him. 
Because you need his silence in your ear, in your mind.
Because you him to be quiet when you scream on the inside.
Because you need his breath in your lungs.
Because you need his life in your hollow death.
Because you need his light in your darkness.
Because if he isn’t, what else is there?

this darkened life of mine (set during Hollyoaks Later ‘12 - ep5)

“‘lo?” Steven. Barely awake.

“Steven.”

“Brendan?” Silence. “What do you want?”

What do you want?

More silence. That’s what you want.

“Brendan?”

“…”

“I’m hanging up.”

“Wait.” You’re good with the silence but terrible with your words. Steven is so much better with words but what you want is something else.

“Is something wrong? Is it Cheryl?”

“No, it’s…” It’s you. It’s always you, isn’t it? That’s the problem.  “Can you just…”

“Can I just what? It’s 3 the morning.”

“Can you just be there?” You’re getting loud. You’re tired of being loud. “I just… I need you to be there, alright? Just… be there.”

“Brendan, are you alright?”

“Yeah, I’m…” You want to lie but you can’t. You’re tired of lying. “Just be…” Your words fail.

“I’m here.”

Fuck that kid. Why can’t you quite him?

Because you need him.

Because you need his silence in your ear, in your mind.

Because you him to be quiet when you scream on the inside.

Because you need his breath in your lungs.

Because you need his life in your hollow death.

Because you need his light in your darkness.

Because if he isn’t, what else is there?

September 01 2014, 07:04 PM   •   5 notes

Marvey Fic Challenge #3 (“I can’t date anyone from the office.”) - Flowers Never Bend With The Rainfall

sal-si-puedes:

Harvey Specter is a man of many passions. Some are visible even on the outside – scotch, music, baseball, basketball, movies. Some are known to just some of his clients and acquaintances – cars, watches, art, dark chocolate, Star Trek. And then there are some that are known only to a very few – the smell of green apples, freshly fallen leaves, his work, beautiful, tailor-made suits.

The last one may seem rather obvious but it is mistaken for either vanity or necessity by most if not by all. As a matter of fact, Harvey is quite sure that almost nobody – if anybody at all – knows that he is truly passionate about any of those things.

Harvey Specter is a very passionate man, but nobody knows about that.

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Urgh, I hate you and your perfect fics…. she said with love.

September 01 2014, 06:37 PM   •   15 notes  •   VIA   •   SOURCE

So maybe I’m writing a Stendan fic…. maybe I’m not.

September 01 2014, 04:00 PM   •   2 notes

I’m really afraid to feel happy, because it never lasts.

 - Andy Warhol (via acrylicalchemy)
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baby-came-home-today:

oh you

baby-came-home-today:

oh you

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get to know me (20 current celebrity crushes): gabriel macht

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